Niceness of My Heart

Being nice is one thing, but some people have to learn how to draw the line between nice & pushover. When I was in about middle school, I used to let people run over me without me caring or even noticing. It's not that people did it intentionally, they did it because they knew that I wouldn't say no.. I was "too nice" and I am still nice, but now I know where to set my boundaries. One of the things that annoys me in this world is when someone only texts you or contacts you just because they want something... And then after you tell them or give them what they want, you are completely dead to them until they find something else to want..

One of my friends was asking me about the LSU football game. Oh, by the way, I'm not a huge fan.. So out of the niceness of my heart, I looked up the score and everything for this friend. And even though they didn't ask me for any other information than just that, I still gave it to them because in the golden rule it says that you need to do unto others as you would want others to do unto you. I would want what I did for my friend to also happen back to me.

I am so blessed to be able to be living right now and have the ability to do what I am doing and what I am going to be doing in the future. I'm too blessed to be stressed! Everyone have a blessed day and SMILE. Because you don't know who's day you'll bless with your beautiful smile <3'

Be Thannnnkful

If you look back on your life and think about the good, the bad, & the ugly.. If it weren't for the people in your life Would you be here right now? I know I wouldn't be here for sure. God has done soo many things for me in my 16 years of life. I am so thankful for everything that everyone in my life has done for me.. Especially my parents, my my my.. They are a blessing.

Think about in this past year what someone has done for you.. Even if they let you borrow a pencil during class or asked if you were okay on a bad day.. It just shows that someone cares for you. I am soo thankful for everything. I am thankful for the people, things, places.. Everything.

You should be soooooo happy & thankful this Thanksgiving. God does everything He can for you when you praise him, so keep it up(:

Have Heart My Dear-

 Wrinkles should merely indicate

where smiles have been  

Love is a powerful thing. Sometimes the feelings of love come uncontrollably & then you don't know what to do.. But when you have God in your life, you don't have to worry about your feelings getting out of control, because He will keep you safe. Yes everyone makes mistakes, but we are all human, just crucify your flesh daily, repent & don't repeat what you have done.

When you have heart, my dear, it's so much easier to be happy. You want to be genuinely happy? Let God's love enter into your life and don't deny Him, He can make you so happy & He wants you to be happy you can have your dream guy/girl if you let God(:

And all of this to say that God is doing something in my life and it will turn out amazing if I just keep Him first, what's the point of loving someone other than God? And the person that you love, they should love God just as you do.

The Past is the Past.. For Some People

If you serve God soft, 

the world is going to come on you hard

But if you serve God hard, 

the world is going to come on you soft

I believe what this little quote is saying. God wants to make this world easy for you but how can you expect Him to do that if you aren't even doing the simple things that he asks of you? Just the little things. 

I came back to school this year as a changed young women. People now talk to me about their problems and I believe they do that because they know that I am NOW a trustworthy person. I can admit, I definatley was not before, but the past doesn't matter once you've changed your future. I am trust my God to do what he wants for me and for my future and as long as I serve Him hard, not many things can come in my way. The devil may try to attack, but I know in the end, I will be the one to win.

There will always be hard times in your life and sometimes God is just testing your faith. EVERY SINGLE PERSON HAS THEIR OWN MEASURE OF FAITH. So "Atheist" who quotes scriptures and somehow manages to think of Adam & Eve, that's Bible reference. And the Bible is of God. Actually, it's HIS WORD! And "Satanist" who only believes in the devil, well.. The devil is temptation, the reason why the world is the way it is. The devil is in the Bible. So how about you find out your facts FIRST and then see what you believe. You may not be all Holy, but God put a measure of faith in every single one of us. You will cry out His name when you're in a bad bind. But He's always there(:

God is good ALL of the time-

He is soo good & merciful(: I may not be the richest girl in my school but I am glad to know that I have someone I can always go to no matter where I am, what time it is, or how I am feeling, He will always be there for me. My Jesus Christ. The Alpha & Omega, the Beginning and the End. He is so amazzing (:

Tonight my dad cooked oven fried chicken, homemade mashed potatoes, and sweet peas & all i can do is thank God for a roof over my head, food on my plate, shoes on my feet. I won't ever take advantage of anything & if I ever do, I pray that God will set my head STRAIGHT! God is doing something right now & I am praying that it works out ("

- I don't think I've ever been happier -

Even if there was that one time..

11.11.11.

 

This day is hard for me, not because I don't have school today or because of Veteran's Day, it's because something has gotten tore apart from me & I am still getting over that fact- I know God is Merciful, it's still hard at times..

Today was going to be an amazzing day,& I am hoping that it can still be that, Amazing. I just hope that someone makes my day so happy that I forget about the things that make me want to cry & maybe even that person would TRY to talk to me today but I doubt they even read my blog or even cared.

I just have to stay happy and thank God for this amazing, cold day. I hope that everyone has an AMAZING Eleven, Eleven,Eleven. I have no school today <3'

Life Changes-

My amazzing sister & brother <3'

Everyone in their life experiences something devastating & horrible, it's not the best feeling in the world.. But when you have Jesus Christ right next to you, you will have nothing to worry about. I know that when I have the Word, I have nothing to worry about when the devil tries to attack because I know that in the end God always wins!

So I really want people to start asking me questions & become my follower! If you visit my page, vote on the poll & leave a comment(: Do something & have a great, blessed day!

So Busyyyyy-

 

Life can just get sooo busy & you forget about the things that you like to do & I just haven't had time to get on my blog! Well for one I am single now- God is working something and I believe it is something good because what does God do bad? Absolutely NOTHING!

So I am trying to go to this church revival tonight and I hope my dad wants to go! Or even my mommma! & a happy belated birthday to my amazzzzzing Mom! She is a young, foxxxy ladyy! Haha, I love you momma!

Well off to do homework and I made a **97** on my Spanish test <3'

I learned something in English class-

Agonies are one of my changes of garments
I do not ask the wounded person how he feels, I myself become the wounded person
My hurts turn livid upon me as I lean on a cane & observe
- Walt Whitman

 Today, we were reading a poem by Walt Whitman & this was a stanza he had.. It really touched me because it's talking about how you need to be in someone's shoes LITERALLY before you can actually feel how that person feels. We all tell everyone "I'm sorry for your loss" or "Just be happy" but in reality we have NO idea how that ONE person feels because we, ourselves, have not been through it..

Some people may have & this post discludes you, but for the ones that know nothing, be careful about what you say because you can really hurt someone's feelings when you put your own two cents in there & then everything is ruined. But I was just amazed at how I actually learned something that I can apply to my life-

 

 

Losses-

Please pray for my friend, Kumar. Even though I know that many people don't follow my blog, but still there's someone out there who will read this & i hope will be touched by it.

God works in so many mysterious ways & He is a very unpredictable God, but He has a plan for EVERYTHING whether you think you're being punished or not.. It is not my place to tell the world what happened, but even if you don't know the circumstances God knows & hears our every prayer & every thought.

I just want to dedicate today to praying for someone who you know may have lost someone or who is hurt.. Keep them in your prayers & don't stop praying.. Before you go to sleep tonight, pray.

Kumar on CamWow-

Beatriceeeee!

Everyone has those little kid moments where they name their teddy bear after a cute name because that's what they want to name their kid when they get over or that's going to be their future husband's name.. Well when you're in love with something, whether it be inanimate or not, you tend to want it to be JUST the way you want it..

So ever since I was in the fifth grade, I have had a passion for music.. I started out in choir but no one told me that I absolutely STUNK at singing until I embarassed myself with a microphone at a Veteran's Day Program.. So in the sixth grade I joined the band- The clarinet looked like an amazzzzzing instrument..

I practiced & practiced until I became one of the BEST clarinet players in my band.. Even today! I have made Junior High & High School honorband. And I am going to be trying out for SCRMC (South Central Regional Music Conference)

To get to my point, I named my clarinet Beatrice the Bb Clarinet <3' My mom & dad had bought me one for Christmas (a RIDICULOUS amount of $$) & then when Mister Smith saw that I could go further, he bought me a professional clarinet that has brought me sooooo far..

Music is my passion and I plan on it being my life.. I want to play for God & if that is the only person who would EVER enjoy my music, I would be 100% satisfied!