His Birthday

Tomorrow is my boyfriend's birthday and it's not really going as planned. I was supposed to hang out with him this weekend because it was his birthday and all, then from there it all went downhill. It just sucks when you take advantage of the time you spend together with someone, then when you can't be together you're just grumpy and upset. I was supposed to make tomorrow special, try to make it amazing under certain circumstances; I honestly don't see that happening.

I have made him "52 Reasons Why I Love You" - a deck of cards with a different reason on each card of why I love him. A bag full of paper stars that has a riddle that says "You get 50 percent off of pizza today, but you still have to pay." I baked him his favorite, Strawberry Cake and am blowing up 50 balloons to walk out of the house with when he comes and picks me up for school. I just don't think it's gonna be a good day.

I pray that it all goes good and that he's happy. That's all I'm looking for: a smile on his face and him be able to say that it was an OK day. His birthday is never going to be the same and I have to understand that for myself. I am going to do my uttermost best to make this day a great day for him. Keep in touch and you'll see what happens.

My boyfriend is > than yours

There happened to be one day that my room was messy and my dad just soo happened to go in my room that day. So of course, I get in trouble. I got grounded this weekend. I was of course upset because I spend every weekend with my boyfriend, so I'm crying and hurt. Thennnn, not to mention, it's his birthday weekend. His birthday is on Monday, but we were supposed to spend allllll weekend together so I could make it the best possible.

I tried everything to become ungrounded. Offered to clean the whole house, then cleaned my room, then just stayed positive. But I gave up. Duckey had a bad night at work so I of course didn't want to make it worse. He went to bed early and I just kept thinking how upset I was gonna make him, how he might be sad and just disappointed. I told him and he wasn't happy. We get to school, lark, and just stare at each other. I told him I tried everything but I couldn't see him this weekend. This boy pulls me in and gives me a hug, and tells me it's okay. He said its just another thing. Then he says, I love you and gives me a little GoodMorning kiss. He says "Don't worry about it." At least I get to see him on his birthday (:

And my eyes are all swollen from crying so everyone at school is like you look sick, you okay. Haha. I just have a better boyfriend than everyone and we really are gonna say together for a while. I'm so in love.

Maria, Miley, & Phil

As you all should know, I have a boyfriend. And this boyfriend has a sister named Maria. This girl is sooo cool and unbelievable. You walk into her room and you immediately smile because she has one on her face. You may ask why my title has Miley and Phil in it... It's because they're her most favorite singers (besides Amy Lee) and she always asks for me to blog about them. So I thought, well it couldn't hurt.

I can ask Maria absolutely anything about her and she can tell me. I went through all of her songs, and she had every one, knew which album it came from, and what year. She loves Hannah Montana and knows every episode verbatim. I wish I knew that much about something.

Phil Collins. I have burned two CDs for her with Phil Collins music. It soothes her. She knows pretty much every single song and is so particular about her music. I will play my phone on shuffle and there's at least one of his songs every three songs. 

Overall, I have been blessed to have met Maria. She's an amazing young lady and I'd do anything for her. Not to mention, she's my boyfriend's sister and she loves me. BROWNIE POINTS. For however long I am able to live, I will always remember this girl. Love you, Maria.

Sneaky Boy & Surprises

In less than two weeks, it's my boyfriend's birthday and I made him the most amazing present ever. Sad thing is, I can't tell him UNTIL then. Now I give him hints here and there and he wants to know pretty bad.. And he is pretty smart because he told me to blog about his present, but he knows how to get to my blog and read it then find out. So on his birthday, I will take pictures and post about his present (:

Now something even more exciting is whenever he is trying to hide something from me. Our anniversary is coming up and he says he has a gift for me. If I can think about what it could be, then it isn't that. And I am DYING to find out! I can't wait for November 14th to roll around to see what's in store!

I hope all of you that are reading my blog posts are enjoying what I am posting. If you wish to see anything specific, please let me know at my email samiiesosaaa@gmail.com or on Twitter which is right there to your right (: This is a pretty short blog today, but I will pick it up soon!

The Human Race

I really do think that I am anti-social. I don't like going places with people, I don't like going to school dances, I don't like going to school just because of the people. I like people that don't annoy me, people that are honest & trustworthy.. I can trust ANYone, people are sneaky. They seriously can't be trusted-

People today don't know who they are, don't know what personality to have. If you're outgoing, be outgoing. Ill be sitting in class and then there's an annoying girl just laughing at something the teacher said, still laughing, and laughing and just DOESN'T STOP. Then there's the ones that answer 2+3 as 6 because they think its funny to be an idiot. Then there's the ones that dress all provocative an then get mad when people talk about them. I don't dress like that and people still talk about me, you have to get over it. Not everyone is going to like you.

Then there's the girls that think its cute to flirt with other girl's boyfriends. I don't care if you're a hoe, go flirt with a single guy. I wouldn't mind popping a girl for thinking its okay for her to touch my man or to ask for his number. NO TRICK. It's not jealousy, I can get jealous, but this is just stupid people. People just have no respect these days.

I sure do hope that there are other people who agree with me on these subjects, cause I have to get along with someone! Hope you all have a great dayy, smile like you mean it <3 br="br" nbsp="nbsp">

Boys Boys Boys

I have a great boy, don't get me wrong, but all the other boys out there in the world are just butt heads; and that's as nice as I'll put it. My boyfriend isn't perfect, no guy isn't, but he knows how to make up for his mistakes by making me happy. Now by "mistakes" I don't mean cheating, lying, etc. I mean saying something that might have hurt my feelings or hangin out with his friends a bunch, or coming a little late to pick me up..

These other guys that want a girl, that "love a girl," honestly only want ONE thing. If a guy cheats on you, what makes you think that he won't do it again. So, you give him another chance? Cool, people can change, I know that from personal experience. Then he does it again?! LEAVE HIM. You shouldn't have stayed the first time. You should not have to go through your boy's contacts in his phone, scope out who is talking to him 24/7, or worry about where he's at if you have a good relationship. TRUST. I you don't trust the person you are with, get out of that relationship now unless they're earning your trust back that should never have been broken in the first place.

My rant is over. It's just sad to see my friends at school get hurt by the same guys that people warned them about again and again. One day they'll learn.

It's Been Forever...

So it's been a while, ehh? A lot of things have happened since my last blog. It's been almost 4 months. And a alot of things can happen in four months. First off, it's almost 11 months with my boyfriend. Yess, we are still together and very happy. I have started school, my senior year. It's been going pretty good actually.

It kinda sucks not blogging. I'm gonna find an app to download so I can blog 24/7 because I can't always find my way to the computer because I have 3 sisters & parents that love Netflix and playing games on ClubPenguin and such. 

I'll blog more tomorrow when I have something to talk about (:

Me and my Mexican (: