His Birthday

Tomorrow is my boyfriend's birthday and it's not really going as planned. I was supposed to hang out with him this weekend because it was his birthday and all, then from there it all went downhill. It just sucks when you take advantage of the time you spend together with someone, then when you can't be together you're just grumpy and upset. I was supposed to make tomorrow special, try to make it amazing under certain circumstances; I honestly don't see that happening.

I have made him "52 Reasons Why I Love You" - a deck of cards with a different reason on each card of why I love him. A bag full of paper stars that has a riddle that says "You get 50 percent off of pizza today, but you still have to pay." I baked him his favorite, Strawberry Cake and am blowing up 50 balloons to walk out of the house with when he comes and picks me up for school. I just don't think it's gonna be a good day.

I pray that it all goes good and that he's happy. That's all I'm looking for: a smile on his face and him be able to say that it was an OK day. His birthday is never going to be the same and I have to understand that for myself. I am going to do my uttermost best to make this day a great day for him. Keep in touch and you'll see what happens.